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An Interview - The Long Conversation

Kabir asks. Prangya answers.

The room was unusually quiet. Outside, rain tapped gently against the window. Kabir had a notebook in his hand—not because he wanted to write, but because he wanted to remember. Every answer. Every pause. Every smile that appeared before a difficult truth.

He looked at Prangya.

Kabir: If I ask you a hundred questions today... will you answer all of them?

Prangya: If they're honest questions... yes.

Kabir smiled.

Kabir: What's your favourite colour?

Prangya: White... philosophically. It's a mixture of seven different colours, and I love that idea. But if you ask me what I actually prefer... probably black. White demands perfection. One stain and everyone notices. Black carries its scars quietly.

Kabir looked up from his notebook.

Kabir: That's a very "you" answer.

She laughed.

Kabir: Favourite song?

Prangya: I don't think I have one. I like soothing songs... calming songs. But more than music... I like talking to someone. A peaceful conversation heals me more than any playlist ever could. Good conversations are medicines.

Kabir nodded slowly.

Kabir: Your favourite quote?

She didn't even think.

Prangya: Your mind is your enemy.

There was silence.

Kabir didn't disagree.

Kabir: What's the best advice you've ever received?

Prangya: Do one percent of your dream every day.

Kabir: And the worst?

She looked away.

Prangya: "Everything will become normal with time."

Kabir noticed how quickly her expression changed.

Kabir: Why?

Prangya: Because some things don't become normal. You simply become better at carrying them.

Kabir stopped writing for a moment.

Kabir: One person you can't imagine living without?

She looked directly into his eyes.

Prangya: Kabir.

He smiled awkwardly.

Kabir: One person you wish was dead?

She remained silent for a few seconds.

Prangya: No one.

Another pause.

"...If I really have to answer... maybe myself, during certain phases."

Kabir didn't write that answer immediately.

Instead, he looked at her a little longer.

Kabir: What's your purpose of living?

She folded her hands.

Prangya: To learn new things. Maybe I'm selfish. I want to experience actual freedom... freedom from expectations... from responsibilities... from constantly belonging to someone. One day I just want to become a silent observer of life.

Kabir smiled.

Kabir: What makes you happiest?

Her face softened.

Prangya: Being with someone I genuinely like... watching their expressions while they speak... noticing the little things they don't even realise they do.

Kabir: And what hurts you the most?

Prangya: Disrespect.

The answer came instantly.

Kabir: Suppose your partner earns less than you. Does that matter?

She shook her head.

Prangya: Not at all... if I'm madly in love with him.

Kabir: And if you realise within a year that you've chosen the wrong person?

She thought carefully.

Prangya: First I'll try to fix it. Relationships deserve effort. But if nothing changes... I'll leave. Staying unhappy isn't loyalty.

Kabir nodded.

Kabir: If someone lies to you about their past?

She smiled faintly.

Prangya: I won't shout.

I'll become quiet.

If it hurts... I'll probably cry later, alone.

Kabir understood that answer more than she knew.

Kabir: If your partner cheats on you?

She surprised him.

Prangya: I'd probably want to understand why. Maybe even confront the situation in a strange way instead of immediately walking away. But trust would never be the same again.

Kabir raised an eyebrow.

Kabir: And if you're the one who falls for someone else?

Prangya: Divorce before cheating.

Always.

Kabir smiled proudly.

Kabir: Then according to you... what exactly is cheating?

She answered slowly.

Prangya: The moment my body... and more importantly my mind... starts imagining someone else... comparing my partner with another person in everything... that's cheating.

Kabir underlined that sentence.

Kabir: What kind of people attract you?

Prangya: Listeners.

Shy people.

People who don't interrupt.

People who understand silence.

Kabir: What qualities do you want in your partner?

She counted on her fingers.

Prangya: Introverted... because I'm extroverted.

Someone who listens more than he speaks.

A warm voice.

Respect in the way he looks at me.

Not overly emotional.

Someone who feels safe.

Kabir smiled mischievously.

Kabir: Physical preferences?

She laughed.

Prangya: Nothing extraordinary.

Average height.

Broad shoulders.

A little chubby.

Cute.

Someone who knows cooking.

And honestly... these preferences keep changing.

Kabir: Would you have sex on the first date?

She answered without embarrassment.

Prangya: If I'm genuinely comfortable... and it's something I want... yes. Comfort matters more than timelines.

Kabir simply nodded.

Kabir: On a date... who pays?

She grinned.

Prangya: If he invited me randomly... he pays.

Fair enough.

Kabir: Have you ever asked someone out?

She smiled proudly.

Prangya: Yes.

Kabir laughed.

Kabir: Finally...

Tell me your favourite childhood memory.

Her eyes immediately lit up.

Prangya: There are many...

Once, when I was in Class Three, it started raining heavily. My friends and I had no way to reach home. Suddenly my father arrived in his auto-rickshaw and dropped every single one of them home. The next day all of them thanked me. I still remember how proud I felt... not because of me... but because of him.

She smiled.

Another memory surfaced.

Prangya: I once won a fancy dress competition. People loved my acting. I won two hundred rupees... and my father looked happier than I was. After that everyone started calling me "Nanaa."

Kabir laughed.

Prangya: In Class Six I had memorised everything about Mohenjo-Daro and Harappa. My teacher kept asking me questions and I answered all of them. She even praised me in another class. Though... she also made me slap my classmates while she stepped out.

Kabir burst into laughter.

Kabir: That's the most Indian-school story I've ever heard.

Prangya laughed too.

Then, almost as if confessing a harmless crime...

Prangya: And yes...

I had a very serious crush on one of my teachers.

Kabir closed the notebook.

He looked at her quietly.

"I asked a hundred questions today..."

She looked back.

"...and somehow I know you a little more."

Prangya smiled.

"You'll still have a thousand left."

Kabir nodded.

"I hope I'll have enough lifetimes to ask them."

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