UPSC Study Materials

The Civil Services Examination is not a journey that can be completed alone. Throughout this preparation, I will be learning from some of the finest teachers, institutions, books, and online resources available. The links provided below are the platforms, courses, websites, and study materials that I will be following during my preparation. They will serve as my guides, mentors, and companions as I move forward one day at a time toward my UPSC dream.

Modern Indian History

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A Man From Gwalior, A Dream To Write

Dear Stranger, If you are reading this, thank you. My name is Kabir. I belong to Gwalior, a city that taught me simplicity, silence, and the beauty of small things. I am not a professional writer. I have never published a book, never studied literature, and honestly, I never thought that one day I would sit down and write my own story. Yet here I am. Welcome to Kabir & Caify. This website is not just a collection of words. It is a place where memories, emotions, mistakes, dreams, unfinished conversations, and countless feelings will slowly find their way onto these pages. For years, I have carried stories inside me. Some were beautiful, some painful, some incomplete. There were moments that changed me, people who taught me how deeply a human heart can feel, and experiences that made me realize that sometimes words are the only way to survive. Starting from 29th June 2026 , I will begin writing my very first novel. It is a story of Kabir407 and AK26. A story of voices, distance, lov...

The Most Beautiful Feeling - The Answer I Never Expected

Someone once asked me, "What's the most beautiful feeling in the world?" And I thought for a while. It isn't success. It isn't money. It isn't achieving every dream. The most beautiful feeling in the world is when someone loves you unconditionally. When someone chooses you even on your worst days. When your silence is understood. When your flaws don't scare them away. When your mistakes don't immediately make them leave. When your happiness becomes their prayer and your pain becomes their concern. To be loved without conditions, without calculations, without fear of being abandoned — maybe that's the closest thing to peace a human heart can ever experience. Because in a world where almost everything has a price, being loved simply for being yourself feels like a miracle. And if you ever find someone who loves you like that, hold their heart gently. Some people spend their entire lives searching for that feeling. Some only experience it once. And so...

वो जो पागलों सी मेरी चाह थी - The Night I First Wrote Pain

की की वो जो पागलों सी मेरी चाह थी अब किसी और की बाहों में सोयी होगी और मेरे जैसे वाला सुकून ना मिलने पर होठों से हँसी और आँखो से रोयी होगी ~ कबीर Ki woh jo paagalon si meri chaah thi, Ab kisi aur ki baahon mein soyi hogi. Aur mere jaise wala sukoon na milne par, Honthon se hansi aur aankhon se royi hogi. ~ Kabir The Night I First Wrote Pain There are some poems that are written to impress people. Some are written for love. Some are written because the words sound beautiful. And then there are poems that are written because the heart cannot carry the weight anymore. This was one of those poems. I do not remember the exact date. I only remember the feeling. The silence in the room. The heaviness inside my chest. The strange loneliness that follows a childhood filled with things you never chose but somehow had to live through. As children, we are told that pain belongs to adults. That heartbreak comes with love. That loneliness comes with growing u...

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